Do you ever feel like you’re holding your breath around a person because you’re afraid to do something wrong?
I used to breath so deeply, and now I’m gasping for air.
I tread carefully because one wrong step and I’m back to this feeling of second guessing. I used to be so sure of what I wanted and this thing we got going on, but lately my mind has been wondering to times when we were just friends. Your impatience and negative energy will be the end of me. The person whom once gave me life is somehow now draining it from me. I’ve begun to have moments of nothingness. I feel nothing. My light feels dim. I just don’t think I can do this for any longer. I pray I find a way to voice how I feel without it all going wrong.
You were once everything I hoped for, I miss that. I miss you.
