hey guys,
i hope yall are doing great. i am unexpectedly doing fantastic. i'm getting ready for the night to spend with people who can make me smile and laugh and forget about the bad stuff for the night.
for the first time, i feel good. i dont feel sad and i dont feel happy but i feel good. good enough to keep pushing myself through the pain.
i hope the people that say "things get better" are right because thats what im holding onto right now.
update: earlier today ive seen so many attractive people who are sadly out of my league..
but i see it as a positive because it means im actually paying attention to the people around me instead of ignoring everyone.
maybe tonight will be my lucky night and i'll meet someone. someone that fate pushed me towards.
heres to fate, goodnight yall!
Jess.
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