you know, before, I actually thought I knew what I wanted but it turns out that I don't.
I don't know what I want. All I know is that I want something meaningful in my life and if it's not my time to find someone yet, then I can wait.
I'm done searching for someone, and maybe I already had my soulmate but things change and so do people.
Before, it used to bother me to see my past love agreeing to those posts about looking for the right person and all the sappy stuff because I felt like she was lying to herself because she already had all that and she let it go. But I'm beginning to think that maybe she didn't have that with me, and that's okay. it just means that there has to be someone out there worthy of my love.
I now understand that I am worthy of love, and my love to give is worthy too. so i'm saying goodbye to who I used to be and learning to appreciate the new person I am becoming but not yet have become.
I am ready for a change.
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